Friday, May 18, 2012

Missing Him badly


he might be never know...there's someone out there missing him a lot...not just for a day,but many days since we met again last time in front of Regal in last September...he always makes me amazed,i think its kind of hypnotize me while i see him talking in front of me....
i miss him now,not only for a day but many days since our last accidentally meet up in Sanubari Jakarta premiere...at that time i wish i can spend longer to see him,i just can see him and not able to talk either because im so not confident that time among many famous filmmaker there...but then before i went back,i still can see him and waving on him with my smiling face,and if im not mistaken,his eyes looks different that time..."dont worry,dear" i understand :)
maybe it can be counted by fingers the number that we meet up,but every meet up is something special moment that i always remember....he might be never know,but someday he will know that he means world for me....

i miss him now...actually for long time already this feeling become part of my life,but lately this feeling getting frequent coming to me and i just can cry while that feeling coming around...should i share this feeling or not to him?? i dont want to tied him down,i dont want to be a burden for him,if i have time to be honest then i just want to say that i miss him a lot or even too much until i feel big hole in myself now....and last but not least,i want hug him tightly and feel it that he hugging me back....as simple as that!!


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